Don't Smile At Me

I don't smile for the reasons you smile. You don't have a clue why i'm
smiling at you, don't smile at me. Your eyes are decieving your brain.

I wasn't born a saint and i won't die a saint. All saints have died in
the past and sinners have lived into the future. Its about time you
quit trying to change me. I refuse to feed your need to turn me into
something only you desire. Its not my fault you found me along your
journey to your endless life. I wonder why you keep forgeting how easy
it is for me to get rid of you. If i remember corrently, i don't need
help to breath. Believe me when i say, I can live without you. I
suggest you start giving me a reason to keep you in my life. You don't
have an effect in my well being. Being with you have brought nothing
but constant judgements. I can't pretend anymore.

I'm tired of defending myself everytime i open my mouth. I'm tired of
apologising for being me. I've reached a point where i just don't care
anymore. Go, stay, either way, i don't care.