Avenge Or Revenge

I think some people were born to mess up other people's lives. It's
the one thing they are good at. No matter how hard they try to pretend
to do good, they end up destroying everything within there space.

I don't mean to judge anyone but I cant stand a fake. What's the use
of trying to be something you are obviously not? What's the use of
helping someone build something wherels you know you are the
destroyer? Why can't you build your own thing to destroy.

It takes years to build a person's confidence but it takes a minute to
destroy it. I don't understand why some of you feed off other hard
working people's misery. How do you live with yourselves knowing very
well how you destroyed someone's life? Do you even care? It takes a
heartless human being to sleep like a baby while another is suffering.
What do you call it? Revenge?

If you step on anyone's toe, you apologies and it ends there. Why
would you decide to take it further? Why would you want to cut out my
foot? I mean it was a mistake. When I woke up this morning I don't
remember planning to step on your toe. It's not my fault that your
feet lead your toe to obstruct my path. That's part of life. Why can't
you just let it go. Don't you have things to do? Or maybe you lack a
purpose; that's why you can't let it go, isn't it?

If I were you I would walk away. Dedicating your life to destroying
mine is a bad idea. The more you keep forcing the issue, the more
reasons you bring upon me to let go of my innocence. You seem to
forget I'm just as heartless as you are but the question is; can you
handle it? I know i can.

WHERE TO DRAW THE LINE...

Some of us we have no idea where to draw the line. This is the part
where common sense needs to be practised. I don't mind when you chase
every little skirt you see. I don't mind when you break hearts
everywhere you go, but i sure as hell mind when you play close to
home.

It's one thing to tell me stories about your little skirts. I laugh
just because of your hopeless brain. I have no idea why you told me
this kind of stories, maybe that's what guys talk about when they try
to impress each other. Your ignorance has mislead you. If your plan
was to make an enemy out of me, you did it.

Why would you think i wont find out about this? How long did you think
you'll last? Now that I know. I suggest from now on; you should watch
your back. You have broken an unspoken rule. You had a choice to walk
away, but you chose to stay. You have pretended to be a friend long
enough. Maybe it was a strategy, but then you have to live with the
consequences of your reckless actions. It's official, i'm pissed. Well
done.

The Delay Of My Future Plans!!!

I thought when you are called for an interview, the job is yours. The
only person who can jerpadise the interview is you and only you.
That's what i thought. Apparently i was horribly wrong.

It doesn't matter how hard you have worked to get that interview. It
doesn't matter how much you spent to get to that interview and it
doesn't matter how difficult the interview was. At the end of the day,
the decision is not yours for the making.

It takes one person to build or break your future. If you did not
perform beyond the expectation of an interviewer, you'll never get
that job. If you left an undesirable impression, forget about the job.
As soon as you walk out of the interview, you don't have a say in what
happens next.

Some of us when we are nervous, we can't give a 100%. We loose control
of the flow of our heartbeat but that's nature. You can't assume i
don't deserve the job just because i let my nerves control me. You can
not judge a person you met a second ago. I'm tired of sitting on my
intelligence.

I'm Not Thinking About You!

I heard what you said and i saw what you wrote. I've been told you
don't like the way i talk. I've been told you don't like the way i
think and i've been told you just don't like me at all. If i bother
you that much, why am i being told? Why can't you just tell me? I'm
starting to think maybe i'm standing in your way or something. Why
can't you walk around me? I mean this is a very big world. It may look
smaller in your eyes but trust me, it's huge.

I think you need a new hobby. This stressing about me thing is not
working out for both of us. The funny thing is that i don't even think
about you, i don't talk about you and i don't care about you. You
should know that even if you can disappear for a year, i won't even
notice you were missing. That's how little you mean to me.

I don't think you should waste a single thought on me. This imaginary
bond you have created between me and you, it has to be cut loose. Live
your life and let me live mine. It doesn't matter what you do with
your life, as long as I'm not in it.

OFCOURSE I'M ANGRY, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU??

The greatest trick to get an angry person to deny being angry is to
ask them if they are angry. I can see you are angry, i can hear you
are angry but i can still ask you if you are angry. Why will you ask a
stupid question like that? The are two answers to that question, it's
either you want to fuel that anger or you are just being sarcastic.

HOW DO YOU COOL DOWN AN ANGRY PERSON?

I believe if you can turn a serious situation into a funny situation,
you have the power to control an angry person. If you can make that
person laugh at him/her self, you have done something remarkable. Not
just anyone can control an uncontrolable situation, it takes a special
someone to do so.

Most of the time people get angry because of a repeat offence. If you
step on my toe once i'll let it slide but then; if you step on the
same toe again, I can't be held responsible for what i can do while
i'm under the spell of anger.

Lesson Learned The Hard Way

I fought hard to get your attention. The thought of having someone
like you in my life kept me awake late at night. I couldn't sleep
without thinking of you. I refused to enjoy myself without the
pleasure of your company. I cheated myself off happiness thinking
you'll be the one to bring joy into my life.

I gave you too much power over me. What was i thinking? All the signs
were there, and i refused to pay attention. I hoped to reveal the best
in you. I believed in you and you have let me down.

How silly of me to think that way. Everything i have done seems
useless. I've wasted sleepless nights thinking about you. I could have
done something better with my time. My faith in you has vanished into
thin air. Whether you know it or not, you have wasted my time.

Either way, you unknowingly taught me a valuable lesson. Never put
your hopes and dreams in someone elses hands, you taught me that. I
can never let someone close enough to have an impact when they leave,
just because of you. Well done.

Don't Smile At Me

I don't smile for the reasons you smile. You don't have a clue why i'm
smiling at you, don't smile at me. Your eyes are decieving your brain.

I wasn't born a saint and i won't die a saint. All saints have died in
the past and sinners have lived into the future. Its about time you
quit trying to change me. I refuse to feed your need to turn me into
something only you desire. Its not my fault you found me along your
journey to your endless life. I wonder why you keep forgeting how easy
it is for me to get rid of you. If i remember corrently, i don't need
help to breath. Believe me when i say, I can live without you. I
suggest you start giving me a reason to keep you in my life. You don't
have an effect in my well being. Being with you have brought nothing
but constant judgements. I can't pretend anymore.

I'm tired of defending myself everytime i open my mouth. I'm tired of
apologising for being me. I've reached a point where i just don't care
anymore. Go, stay, either way, i don't care.